♥ Lamyannnnnnnn (:

Rest at remus blog :D lazy to upload. lol!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIO BU IVYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY:D
She was really cute when we singing birthday song for her during recess. haha. :D Stay sexy yea?:D

After school went out with michelle jiayuan xiangrong and remus. :D MY THIRTEEN FAMILY :D lol! so funny the name x:

went eat at 99 cent the thing, and found out that nothing to eat. then they scolded me. LAUGHS. then went gym, but need towel so didnt go. ended up in sunplaza playing swing. HAH :D

pulled one bag after another, remus felt sick and wanted to vomit. lol.

pictures taken, but will upload it tomorrow :D

the rest at remus' blog :D

Pungol jetty yesterday with my " family " HAHA. :D Not very fun, because i wasnt high. Cant get high, no one makes me high yesterday, and so, gah. All right, my " family " who went are, jowy, marlene, athena, michelle, remus, xiangrong and jiayuan.

Climbing up and down from one end to another end was fun, but scary too. haha. i jumped over the so call drain. LOL. so proud of myself when its so near. gah! LOL. thanks jiayuan and remus for holding me in case that i fall. LOL.

there's a lot of black thingy, which michelle dad said it was sea cockroach. well. we named it as a cockroach which were remain unidentified. :D

yeah, murderer and ass-hole were played. haha. :D

ate bee hoon, thanks my ah ma, jiayuan's mother, for sponsing it. hoho! thankyou :D

felt tired around 1+ and went back to michelle's house. monopoly and the stack up thingy were played. it looks like wearing yellow to michelle's house will win. because her house was yellow in color. haha. jiayuan always lose the stack up thingy. LOL!

ice and water were played as while, but only jiayuan xiangrong michelle and me. gah, jiayuan run fast. lol. then xiangrong stay up there can alerady. i keep getting caught, oh well, cause i'm slow. haha. :D

went buy handphone at amk hub and off :D I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE :D

I LOVE MY FRIENDS MAN. :D You all make my day, gah. :D

pictures will be uploaded tomorrow :D

flat-lined. says:

Once, there were two gods, who waged a neverending war against each other. One a woman, one a man. Them and their armies would be ported to a castle whenever the moon rised, where the battle was fought. The battle went on and on for 100 years because whoever conquered the castle would get their deepest desires granted. Now, the woman goddess knew that the male god had died from an illness a long time ago, and what she saw on the battlefield was just an illusion. But she continued fighting. Because all she wanted to do was to see him. Two people soon came to their world. A boy, and a girl. Upon seeing how determined the boy was to protect the girl, the goddess realized she should end this blood war. And so she did, she removed the illusion. And won the battle. But she knew, that everything could be granted, all but bringing someone back to life. So, she destroyed the castle, along with her in it. She gave her precious sword to the witch, in exchange to be remembered as gods worshipped by people. Where she and the man would be together.
THE END

Chatting with remus was fun, because i get to learn a lot of things.
And, sooner or later, i get to know that i changed.
I wasnt the one who dont knwo this and that anymore.
I said those sentences which i wont even say for the whole life.

Thanks remus.

Be yourself is the happiest.

But after you had being wearing a mask for so long,

You had forgotten that who exactly are you,

Whether you are wearing a mask or not.

By the time, you have forgotten what's the meaning of being happy.

And, you wont know how to turn back to yourself.

gah, nothing to post. boring life.

basketball for pe! xuanqi and marlene so cute ! HAHA :D after sch went for science centre, ran away from guides. yay! then went michelle house for monopoly! :D alright, we didnt played a real game afterall. keep restarting and and . haha. i need to talk softer already. talking so loud that everyone can hear. omg. and, jiayuan say i'm from dustbin. omg. -____-

meeting the parents. omg. boring. but nice food man :D

looks like everyone know who i USED TO like already. lol. but its over already. letting go of you is so difficult, but i did it. :D

Its like a race.
Everyone ran past me.
In the end, i was the only one behind, feeling tired and lonely.
Would there be someone to turn back and notice i'm left behind?
Holding my hand, and run together.

爱情是个梦而我睡过头

Marlene loves day,
Lamyan loves night, because can see stars.

Guess the hidden message. (:

我长大了，我变了。我再也不是以前的我。所以，不要拿我跟以前的比较。

MY HANDPHONE DROPPED IN THE TOILET BOWL!
Luckily i flush before dropping, if not. LAUGHS. i no handphone eh. dont sms or call me. call my house then. ask me for my house no. :D

okays, at marlene house very funny. cause chatting with fatima on phone. we were asking her wishlist. then she say, she want lammy and marlene to get married by this year and give her a grandson by next year. LOL! Then i say my stomach pain. going to give birth liao! Marlene gao da wo de du zi! LOL!

Can you stop thinking about yourself.
Can you think about those beside you?
Those words you said.
How many you have hurt.
I'm same as you.
And you said that.
Disgracing me as while?
And her.
You dont know its like a needle piercing into my heart.
Do you know that?
I cant stand you.
Please change.

When will you understand this?

school ended early today, YAY (:

LOL. zonghan has a coolcorrection tape. its a high lighter actually. lol! still can erase off one. then raman gave me another one, told me taht its a transparent highlighter. then i sitll at there happy try try. say so cool. BUT IS DOUBLE SIDED TAPE.

Okay, the remus group project so cool can. lol! they poor the dont know thingy in then the ice so nice. LOL. upload the picture please! i want grab. lols!

After school went eat subway with remus, fatima, juliet and marlene. my first tiem eating. LAUGHS. i love the cookies. yay :D

marlene can entertain me eh. she dont need to say anything. how power is that. by her body language :D

The strangers. I want watch you. But somehow no time, and nobody want to watch. 3 people watch what. lol. so scary -.-

Truth really hurts.
To avoid letting you hurt, they always tell you the false one.
But, i rather getting hurt then be kept in the dark.
So please, enough of making me happy.
I know you are doing all these for me.
But, I will be strong enough to take it.
So please, make me hurt.

Twin, my tears dropped off while typing this again. Sorry for crying again. Until one day, I know how, what, where to start, i will tell you.

Menghao daddy, thanks for being with me on msn yesterday. you guess correctly the words deep in my heart. It became lighter, but its still heavy.

Do one really know how another really is? Is one really strong or weak?

anyway.
today went out with jowy, jiana, munirah, yonghui and paul to burger king to study, really study? haha. never at all for me x: lol! no mood eh. we chatted lots. and munirah really such a poor thing. go girl! you have my support! :D

my slippers spoil already. laughs -.- i no black slippers already! sad ah!!

One look so kind outside, but inside, he/she wanted to harm you. trying to get close to you, not to be friends with you, but, to harm you. One can be so scary.

If you are saying animals and insects are scary, you are wrong. human are the one. you never know what the person near you will do what to you. you never know.

Is there someone really true to you? making friends for who you are.

No mood to blog. I just need a beach for me to shout all my feelings out. Marlene asked, lamyan, why you always cry without getting a reason. okay, the answer is. idk. Tears just drop off my face.

And, i have forgotten youuuuuuuuuuuu! seriously. Bye star. :D

Pasir Ris Park next saturday! anyone? :D

Yesterday, Sunday.

Went Marlene House in the morning again, like everytime go marlene house. haha. because she's my twinnie what. haha! :D then chatted on msn with michelle, work hard girl :D xuanqi and chingyee came soon. xuanqi , OMG. x:

went mrt meet them. but only fatima is there, and she say they all reached already, so went whitesands find them. eat the food again. this time feel damn full. like got more eh. next time come white sands eat but share. (:

do physics project. jowilynn and juliet was doing the english homework. felt so guilty, i didnt helped in anything. is there anything i can mended? project the whole day. haha. till 4 actually. walked to pasir ris park. quite long. :l should have took bus. but, its okay (:

we walked the wrong way. and the rest waited for athena to fetch them. twinnie lene and me, the hardworking ones, try to find out way there. and we did found! yay. okay, ran, walk , jog ? to the bbq. haha. remus keep hitting me. roarrrrrrrr. :l

i keep running from toilet to bbq , then warm mannnnnnnnnnn. okays, played dai di or ass-hole x: HAHA. murderer as while. it was fun. serious (: why is guys hand so big. LOL. LAUGHS. xiangrong alwasy first to die for murderer. lol. and the one beside me always die. no matter what. lol!

eat, eat , eat. something happened . dont wish to mention. haha (: after that, played firecrackers. since years i last played. so fun yea. :D and they all put the pong the sound the thigny into the crackers. and i thot can eat one. then it pop on my left ear. GOING DEAF! -.- stupid xiangrong and remus. for dk how many times, and i still got cheated. and the spray thingy was really fun. HAHAHA! :D Poor jiayuan keep got scolded by me for nothing. LOL. i thot is he spray at me but is remus or xiangrong. idk -.- and i kept shouting. mr koh say i wasnt the same in school and outside. in school so quiet, outside so high. LOL. And miss Ravee boyfriend is fierce. LOL. spray green tea on farkruddin. poor thing x:

murderer again (: fatima and xiangrong very funny. haha. then i told marlene not jowy anymore. is fatima. LOL. :D HOHOH. you understand what i mean ? :D

clear up. :D and waited at carpark a for michelle's dad lorry around 11 .sitting behind the lorry was fun until cannot fun. so shiok. michelle! please fetch us again the next time :D we were at there singing and shouting. damn fun. and my hair was ....

okay, but. i was really hyper yesterdayyyy. i cant sleep sio. slept at 3 ! HAHA. really fun. hope there is another bbq the next time. no bbq also can. class gathering? :D I'm waiting for remus to upload the pictures. all in his handphone. because he say his is better. well. fine. :D